Stupid judges........

Updating on my life is a bit....harsh at the moment. It is in fact, it is very frustrating. Just this Friday night, I had my very first Lincoln Douglas Debate over at Calvary Christian Academy. LD is a short term for the debate. Anyways, a topic is given and the debaters have to prepare both of the opposite sides of a debate; the pros and cons. This October/November topic was whether or not a state should possess nuclear weapons. I normally truly slack off on these debates but really get my head in the game during the regional but this time around, someone...I am not going to say it's the same girl that I wrote about manners....triggered or really fired me up on this round. I wanted to do my absolute best and show her what I am capable of and what I can do better than her. But unfortunately, I won two sets of rounds and lost one. Its not because I wasn't good on the other round; in fact, I was soooooo confident that I won all three sets. I could even swear this to the God up in the sky.

In Saipan, there are only certain number of limited qualified judges on the island, therefore, each school has to bring a judge by the number of debaters competing for that round. Unfortunately, I got the crappy ass judge. How crappy ass was he? Well, he was talking on the phone in the first place during my rebuttal, not even listening to me or even looking at me the whole time. How do I know if he wasn't listening? Because he was frickin humming a song the whole frikin time!!!!!

Not only that, but I found out that he was one of the parent from the same school that my opponent was going to. Which makes it sooooo obvious that no matter how hard, or how convincing I was, the crappy ass judge was going to give the victory to my opponent, who was going to the school, the judge's children are going to. Because that school is just THAT FAMOUS FOR THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE.

I am sorry if I am offending any “people” but this is my blog and this is the place where I could write down how I truly feel at the moment. Basically it is where I relieve my stresses in my life. Gosh......I am soooo pissed........you don't even know how angry I was when I got my results back. But I've learned that this is how the given situation is and I need to get over it and accept the fact in a positive light.....