My future perfect husband

My ideal spouse would be the  complete opposite of what Mr. Lee would be like. Since I am no Barbie doll myself, it would be unfair to ask for a perfect Abercrombie and fitch boyfriend material. However, there’s nothing wrong with dreaming of a perfect guy right? Well, if I could have a perfect/ideal spouse material he would fit into some sort of like a model material type.....more like Simon Nessman-ish? He is currently ranked number two in male models profile page with such a baby-bad-boy face features. If I could have a chance to meet a male model in my life, it would be him. Too bad he has a girlfriend....I was seriously crazy jealous when I used to be obsessed with this man. I want a husband who is easy to talk with, who can protect me, make me laugh, and have a descent marriage topic discussion moments with. Someone who can respect my feelings and support me when I have, want or learn something, takes good care of our babies and help me out with house works etc. What more could a woman want? I don’t ask for more. Someone who fist into that criteria is my perfect ideal husband material. Of---course it would be a bonus if he is smack dead gorgeous, rich, respects his woman, only looks at me, and is responsible....but we all know even if we find that perfect guy, either he is gay, already married or not here......around me. So....i’ll just settle for a normal guy and shape him into my idealistic perfect boyfriend material ;) We’re living in 21st century. Nothing is impossible ;)

Graduation

Highschool Graduation day! I've been waiting for this one day from the very start of my freshmen year.  I have a feeling my graduation is going to be very emotional. A lot of my best and dearest friends are going to march out of SIS and into the real world this year, friends whom I grew up with, wearing their caps and gowns looking all grown up. I will for sure cry......sob and make myself look fabulous..... I've always had trouble hiding my feelings, so what can I say? I absolutely adore my class of 2K12, most of whom were my friends since freshmen year. So to my classmates, this is all I have to say. Thank you for being such a great friends, role models, family and competitors. Each and every one of you had affected me in ways both good and bad. You guys taught me how team-work could make our life so much easier (going to the store, 2K12 fb page), introduced me new fantastical websites (9gag), taught me the pleasure of procrastination, and how it's okay to be a fool around your friends.
I'm pretty sure SIS will feel empty next year, despite the fact that there'll be more students coming in. I just want to thank every one of you for being there with me through hard times, and also for the little enjoyable moments like drawing memes on teacher's cars, pranking, or even just talking about the meaning of life. I will miss you all more than I can say and to those who left throughout. I am positive every single one of you will become something big in the future and hopefully when someone you are, don't neglect me........Best of luck to my awesomely wonderful class of 2012, but know that I really don't think you'll be needing very much of it actually.
I love ya folks!!!!

Prance

My SIS final prance has ended yesterday. My last dance of my high school has finally ended and it left me with some bittersweet memories. It was a sham not every senior attended the dance....but it was still fun. I have to say, my diet was a total win win case. It was hell going through 2 months of no rice, spagetti, hamburgers, pizza, all those high calori stuff but it was worth it in the end. I had a wonderful date who made my night so much special and my friends to chat and laugh with. One thing I'm going to miss for sure is going to prance after I graduate.

Motto of life

     My main motto of life is to have fun and trying my best at every and any attempt of goals I do. Making decisions are hard. Especially if you are young and need help from people around you. Younger people tend to ask parents or people around them for advice lot more than older kids. Even I ask my mom for advice before making important decisions. But how do we make decisions? Do we “follow our heart” like many people advice us to? Or listen to Mr. Lee by “following our logic”? He claims it is more safe and reasonable by listening to our brains than our heart. Question is, how would you make decisions? My parents always tells me to follow my heart. Mr. Lee tells me to follow my brain.  There are several factors influence decision making. These factors include past experiences, age, and personal beliefs. I believe the factors that influence the process impact the outcome. Past experiences impact our future decision making as well. I feel like when I made a decision in the past and resulted in a very positive way, I tend to make decisions to similar situations. On the other hand, I tend to avoid repeated past mistakes. There’s an old saying to learn from our mistakes. I guess that’s the answer to these situations. Maybe that’s why those influences cause them to rely more on previous experiences. 

     Basing from my experience, the hardest decision I had to make was in my junior high summer vacation. I had to make a decision between doing an internship in Korea or going to NYC for fashion 

program. I was really anxious, paranoid and eager because I didn’t know what to choose. Both seemed 

like a great opportunity for my future and to be honest, I was a little hesitant to do either of them. But in 

the end, I’ve realized that the decisions that we make depends on us. It is you who makes the decision in 

the end no matter whoever tells you what to do. 

Million dollar baby

"With great power, comes great responsibility" With one million dollars, I could do so many things both good and bad. If you know what I mean ;)

If you actually think about it, one million dollars is not that much to begin with. We spend money so fast, we don’t even know where we spent it on. Well, Im just joking around for that one but, why not get one billion dollars and just enjoy life?

Lets get serious here for a second and think about this for a minute. One million dollars. So many things you can do with this wad of cash. It’s disturbing how we need to base our life around this simple paper. First of all, I would save half of it in my bank account for future references. Start using the other half by traveling around the world, literally. Try ALL the foods from different countries and feel happy. Hehehehehe. If you know what I mean. Then I would return to Korea, buy my parents some legit cars instead of that old almost to the point of no return Hyundai car my dad drives and get myself a legit place to live in. One with the attic where I can have my own  “personal space” where I can forget everything and be me without thinking about all the crap that’s happening around me. The place where we see in movies where the character goes to when he or she needs to clear their mind. 

I would use that money to learn stuff that I’ve always wanted, such as going to Paris and attend Le Cordon Bleu to learn the basis of cooking as well as some fashion schools. Then I would visit my friends in the states, maybe visit Amber at Stanford and Cleo at FIT. 

I could really use one million dollars right now with the hard economy and help the people around me who are struggling to keep up in this fast pacing technology and economically struggling world. If only I had a million dollars.....

My favorite Subway sandwich

This blog is dedicated to my favorite korean teacher who teaches english.....Mr. Ingur Lee. I’ve been eating subway sandwiches for the past two weeks and I could never EVER get sick of it. That’s right. Subway maniac over here........kidding. I’ve ate subway sandwich to the point of no return, its making my stomach squirm by just simply looking at the logo. This is how it went down....

My dad had couple of his business friends over here at Saipan for business/vacation trip so me and my mom had to keep them company for couple of weeks. It wasn’t so bad because they were really easy going and funny as hell. They taught me some key points of business and we talked about Korean colleges because I was soon to graduate. When it was time for them to leave,  one of the man have me a subway sandwich point card that had worth of 300 points saved up as a “thank you” gift. I was beyond ecstatic and jolly for the next two days thinking I could eat all the sandwiches I want before I could leave this island for good. If only I knew.

Its the last semester of my senior year, which means the end of the dance, “prance” (combination of prom+dance) is coming up. I’ve decided to lose some weight to wear a beautiful dress for the last time in my high school career so I’ve decided to hit the gym. To be absolutely honest, I’ve been exercising really hard. Even harder than last year. But some how, the result is not that great. Anyways, I’ve twitched my diet as well to help me lose weight. In the morning I would only eat 4 eggs (no yellow part allowed), handful of broccoli and black coffee. As for lunch....well....my mom thought it would be a brilliant idea to use the subway points on my lunch. Hence, my two week diet on subway sandwiches.

My favorite subway sandwich.....has to be....steak and veggies with southwest sauce. Minus the onions.....cuz onions are just plain nasty. My second favorite is the subway sandwich club that has black forrest meet, ham and turkey. The mixed taste of those three delicious meet will send you right to heaven. If I had to dedicate a sandwich to Mr. Lee, it would be chicken, bacon and ranch. That sandwich itself has more calories then you could ever imagine. Just because its a “subway sandwich” does not mean its caloriless. Yes. I dedicate this fat piece of calorie filled sandwich to Mr. Lee so he becomes fat. He looks too skinny, like he’s gonna fall over dead if I punch him in the arm and blop. There goes Mr. Lee. Because I care about Mr. Lee so much, I suggest him the most caloriful sandwich possible at subway. I <3 you.